The fall of blade ricochets inside my mind
Whenever I realize what we’ve been fighting for.
I’m disarming myself with the enemy behind
My back and beneath my skin. What’s in store?
Walls built within aren’t ever built perfectly.
We pray for the sledgehammers secretly.
I’ll have my fights but not now.
Look at the calmness in my eyes,
I’m not willing to fight this war.
The war between my heart, my mind,
And what others say. I surrender.
I just want to be humble and free.
If I forget these subconscious chains
I can forge my destiny even as it rains.